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CHAPTER
FIVE
I
wrote an article about this in 1983 and published it as a little
pamphlet with the title of "An Introduction to Rebirthing for
Health Professionals." It
is reprinted in this book as Appendix A.
I wrote it primarily to give Rebirthers a vehicle for approaching
health professionals in their communities so that they could invite them
to experience a Rebirth session and, hopefully, then become ardent fans
of this process. In
fact, that's why I made the pamphlet so short and terse and therefore so
inexpensive to print. I
hoped that all Rebirthers would buy, say, 50 of them, and once a week
would send one with a covering letter to some health professional in
their community with an invitation, "Please read this; I'd like to
take you to lunch and hear your reactions to it." My
primary purpose in that pamphlet was to briefly talk about what
Rebirthing is and what kinds of medical or health problems it has served
to help heal or eliminate or ameliorate.
I also included a few brief paragraphs on what I believe is the
underlying biology created by the conscious connected breath. This
present chapter is a more comprehensive discussion of the facts on which
I base my speculations about how and why Rebirthing works.
(Please note, these are still speculations, not yet confirmed.
Even now, thirteen years after I wrote that introduction of
Rebirthing to the world of psychotherapy and health care, there has
still not yet been any basic physiological research performed on the
process of Rebirthing!) I
believe all Rebirthers, even those not disposed to be interested in
biology, should know this information, since it is a fairly complete
biological explanation of how Rebirthing probably works,
neurophysiologically. I
hope you won't skip it, even if it's technical.
I think it would be paradoxical to be involved in a process that
promotes greater consciousness in the Here and Now, yet refuse to
increase conscious understanding of that process.
So give it a chance. I
believe you'll find the following description of how the body works
interesting and revealing. To
discuss my speculations about how Rebirthing works, I'll subdivide this
discussion into answer to specific questions.
I have first to review some of the basic physiology of the brain
and nervous system. What
Part of the Brain Does Rebirthing Affect? By
the very nature of the physical and psychological changes that
Rebirthing brings about, I'm led to conclude that the connected
breathing alters the physiological processes occurring in the limbic
system, allowing us to revise the imprints we have stored there from our
earliest experiences, especially birth. The
discovery by such prominent neurophysiologists as Alvarez and Maclean
over thirty-five years ago of the limbic system was not only a major
contribution to our understanding of neurophysiology, but of psychology
as well. The limbic system
stores our basic belief system, our imprints.
These imprints are our almost-immutable Thoughts about Life and
the Self. Imprints
determine our fundamental associations between our perceived inner
states and our abstract philosophical values.
These beliefs comprise what we believe life is all about, what we
believe must or must not be for our survival itself.
So for Rebirthing to permit old imprints to be revised, it must
be affecting the limbic system. What
Part of the Brain Involves the Limbic System? The
limbic system is a system comprised of nuclei in the brain tissue lining
the surface of the lateral ventricles, the fluid-filled hollow cavities
within the left and right front parts of the brain.
Some of these nuclei lie within the telencephalon, the top "brain,"
the brain we usually think of when we think of a thinking brain.
Other limbic nuclei lie in the diencephalon, the next-lower
"brain," which includes the centers for control of our drives
states and of the emotional display and reaction connected to the state
of our drives states, all mediated through the Autonomic nervous system.
How
is the Limbic System Related to the Whole Brain? Prior to the discovery of the limbic system, the brain was conceived of as essentially five separate and mainly independent "brains," which each evolved in turn through our evolution. Most functions of the brain are controlled by systems confined to a single such "brain." But the limbic system runs within and between the "top" two, the last two to evolve. It is thus even anatomically well designed to allow for programming Belief-that almost instinctive conviction that establishes our ingrained rules for life. The
base "brain," or rhombencephalon, which includes the brain stem and
the pons, is the lowest, most primitively evolved "brain."
It contains vital centers that automatically control breathing,
heartbeat, coughing, sneezing, and vomiting reflexes.
It is not a thinking brain, so it isn't open to much learning.
It simply reacts in order to maintain the basic homeostasis of
the body. It's like a
hard-wired computer. We can
only assert our Will over the centers of the brain stem to a limited
extent. For example, we can
control some autonomic functions like heartbeat and body temperature
through the use of Yogic techniques, but such control takes years of
practice to achieve. The
rhombencephalon is ordinarily autonomous. The
"brain" above it, the second brain, called the metencephalon, is a
brain which evolved quite early in the development of vertebrates.
It's simply the center for balance and sense of position and
place, the knowledge of where we are, moment to moment.
Most of it is the cerebellum, which is like a large computer
constantly keeping track of where the different parts of the body are in
space. The cerebellum
continually sends a Aprintout" of this information to higher brain
centers in the top "brain", the telencephalon.
Such centers are involved in both voluntary and involuntary
motion, so our movements are coordinated.
Like the rhombencephalon, the metencephalon is not a thinking
brain, and we usually are completely unconscious of its functioning.
We can overcome it, as we do when skating or skiing, and we can
train it, as we do when dancing, but mainly it's another autonomous
brain. The
next "brain" to evolve, the mesencephalon, can best be thought of as a
switchboard that makes interconnections with between vision, motion,
audition, and the other senses. The
mesencephalon, for example, relays messages so the head turns
automatically toward the source of a sound.
The mesencephalon itself does very little in the way of selecting
out circuits to switch on or off, although, it, too, can be trained, as,
for example, when a hunter keeps his eyes on his prey, not allowing
himself to be distracted by extraneous sounds.
Like the rhombencephalon and the metencephalon, the mesencephalon
is not a Thinker and it's primarily outside the effects of our Will, our
Self. The
next brains, the diencephalon and the telencephalon, are the top two
"brains," the brains that handle what we call thinking and feeling.
As pointed out before, the limbic system is located in both
diencephalic and telencephalic tissues. How
Does the Brain Direct Emotional Reactions? As
I mentioned previously, the diencephalon contains the control centers
for feeling reactions, specifically, for object-related emotions, the
emotions we have about objects which are involved in satisfying our
drive states: thirst, hunger, the desire for sleep, the desire for
activity, and the desire for sex.
These
emotions differ as our drive states change.
And these changes are mediated by the two divisions of the
Autonomic nervous system, one called the parasympathetic nervous system
and the other called the sympathetic nervous system.
How
Does the Autonomic Nervous System Operate? When
we're hungry, anything that looks like food seems desirable.
But once we are full, the sight of food being served to the table
next to us in a restaurant is disgusting.
Those feelings of desire and disgust are mediated by the
Autonomics. All
drives are cyclic kinds of desires.
There's a natural rhythm to them.
Satisfying them once doesn't mean they're satisfied foreverCthey
continue to need to be satisfied as they continue to arise.
Certain emotions are also usually attached automatically to
events which disturb rhythmic satisfaction, and such emotions are also
mediated by the Autonomics. For
example, we need to breathe about a dozen to a dozen and a half times
per minute, and anything that interferes with our breathing has a
striking, highly charged negative emotion attached to itCeither rage or
fear. We
need to eat. Even someone
who has been unconditioned by social expectations around him feels the
need to obtain nourishment and to replenish energy supplies once every
day or two. (Most people like to eat more often than once a day, but much
such hunger is probably habitual.)
Rage at first and then forlorn feelings of depression typically
result when hunger isn't satisfied. Rest
and activity are also drives. We
all know how we feel when we're fully rested-we wake up and we're ready
to go. If instead we find
out that it's very early, and that we need to stay in bed lest we wake
other people, we find ourselves feeling very restless and put upon, with
tension and irritability (anxiety or rage) quickly developing.
In fact, a pretty good way to promote a panic state in many
people is just to immobilize them, and keep them from being able to move
when they want to. Most
will instantly oblige you by going into a major panic or rageCemotions
that I believe are directly connected with birth reactions, as I will
show later on. If
something tries to take away a source of satisfaction from us, we get
angry and fight. Sometimes
we become afraid and we flee. Sometimes
we become so afraid that we are paralyzed in our tracks by our fear
itself. The
Autonomic nervous system, run by nuclei in the diencephalon, regulates
and coordinates all the reactions going on in the body that we call
emotional reactions. All of these involve changes in heart rate and the
amplitude of the heartbeat, breathing rate and the amplitude of the
breath itself, circulation and where capillary beds are opened or where
they're closed down, and digestive activity in terms both of the
mobility of the gut itself and the secretion of the glands that are
present within the gastrointestinal tract. The
Autonomic nervous system, through its two divisionsCthe parasympathetic
and the sympatheticCcontrols all these visceral reactions, which are
different for the different drive states and for different
object-related emotions.
When our reactions and emotions are appropriate, we're
psychologically healthy. When they aren't, we aren't. Most
visceral organs have dual antagonistic autonomic innervation.
So, for example, where the parasympathetics make a particular
gland secrete, the sympathetics prevent it from secreting or cause it to
secrete a different substance. Another
example is that while the parasympathetics may cause a segment of the
gut to constrict or to push, the sympathetic innervation to that same
segment of gut causes it to stay still.
The
parasympathetics slow heart action and breathing while the sympathetics
speed up both circulation and respiration and also increase their
strength. So, instead of
the contented, rhythmic, effortless breathing of peace and satisfaction,
mediated by the parasympathetics, we have the vigorous, immense breath
and heart action of rage, or the completely stilled, paralyzed breathing
of fear, each mediated by the sympathetics. Sometimes
both the sympathetics and the parasympathetics work together. For example, the gasping and breathlessness that
precedes sexual orgasm involve the sympathetics.
But as the final tension of the orgasm mounts, the
parasympathetics release the breathing explosively, leading to full deep
breaths and forceful but slow heartbeats as the orgasm rolls on to quiet
completion. What
Do the Parasympathetics Usually Do? Essentially,
when we're happy, content, satisfied, just breathing and digesting and
enjoying life, contemplating whatever is in front of us peacefully, our
Autonomic nervous system is working through its parasympathetic nervous
system division. The parasympathetic nervous system is a system of nerves that
mostly emerge from the brain stem in the cranium and are thus called
cranial nerves, although the parasympathetic nervous system also
includes a few other small nerves in the sacrum; these nerves go to the
genitals. The
cranial parasympathetic nervous system is made up mainly of just one
large nerve, the Vagus, which wanders throughout the body sending
branches to the lungs, to the heart, to the kidneys, to all aspects of
the digestive tract, and to the genitals.
(This one nerve, the Vagus, was given the Greek name for
Awanderer" because it wanders through so much of the body.)
All neurons communicate through the production of particular
chemicals that are called synaptic substances or neurohumoral
transmitter substances. Adrenaline,
nor-adrenaline, acetylcholine, serotonin, histamine, and melatonin are
some of these substances. Each
works in a special way at a specific kind of synapse, the place where
one nerve stop and another nerve starts.
The parasympathetics communicate using acetylcholine. When
the parasympathetics are functioning, the nervous impulse goes on down
through the nerve fibers of the Vagus, down to the ends of its various
branches in the different organs that it affects.
Then there's a microscopically tiny space between the Vagus and
the post-ganglionic neuron. The
space is called the synapse. Acetylcholine
is made at the synapse and stimulates the second neuron, the
post-ganglionic neuron, that's also part of the parasympathetic nervous
system. Then
the second neuron sends the impulse on down through its axon to another
space or synapse, where more acetylcholine is made to stimulate the
piece of smooth muscle that that particular branch of the Vagus is
innervating. The
Vagus promotes peristaltic squeezing and squishing and pushing of the
gut by sending its branches to every single segment of the
gastrointestinal tract. The
gut has within its walls second neurons which when stimulated by
branches of the first neuron, the Vagus, stimulate the smooth muscle of
the gut to contract and to push the food on down its 20-foot-long tube. The
nice thing about having one nerve like the Vagus be in charge of so much
is that it enables a really well-coordinated, sequential movement and
coordination between the various organs it innervates.
It usually works extremely well.
In the gastrointestinal tract, for example, food is squished down
at regular intervals after it's had an opportunity to be squeezed and
mushed around with the different digestive juices in the different parts
of the gastrointestinal tract: the stomach, the small intestine, and the
large intestine. Generally,
food isn't moved along too quickly, so our gut usually has an
opportunity to absorb the digested food products.
And food also isn't kept stagnant in one area of the gut for too
long, promoting a toxic state in the body that we call indigestion or
constipation. Fortunately,
everything in most instances works nicely even though we're not paying
any attention to it. We
chew our food and we
swallow it. From that point on, without our paying any conscious
attention to it, it gets digested, absorption takes place, and
elimination of the ultimate waste products and leftover bulk of the food
proceeds in an orderly fashion. The
parasympathetic nervous system takes care of making sure that
appropriate digestive juices are secreted into the lumen or passageway
through the gut, the long tube that runs from our mouth to our anus.
And the parasympathetics coordinate peristalsis with secretion at
appropriate times, so intestinal juices are produced just in time, for
example, to meet the food that's being moved out of the stomach and is
about to be needing to be digested by those enzymes in the intestinal
juice. Everything's nicely
coordinated and generally the body is at peace. Breathing
and circulation are coordinated and are relaxed during digestion. As
we breathe full breaths of satisfaction, opening our chest, we make more
room for our heart to receive oxygenated blood back from the lungs and
nutrition-rich blood back from the liver, and we say our heart is full
of happiness. We are, as
the Greeks put it, sanguine. What
do the Sympathetics Do? When
something comes along to threaten this happy state of satisfaction, the
parasympathetic's action is suspended and the second division of the
autonomic nervous system, the sympathetic nervous system, goes into
action, into fight, flight, or fright.
In
people, the action that the body instinctively takes usually is to
attack whatever it is that's threatening it.
We call this "fighting."
In
order to fight effectively, the skeletal muscles of the body need to
have an ample supply of nutrition and oxygen and there has to be
sufficient circulation flow so that waste products of muscle effort are
taken away immediately. Otherwise
the muscles can't work efficiently without cramping and getting
weakened. So,
in rage, the sympathetics open up the capillary beds in the skeletal
muscles and blood is switched from the gastrointestinal mucosa to the
opened capillaries in the skeletal muscles of the body, the muscles
which move us as we fight. As
blood flow to skeletal muscles is increased, the heart beats become
bigger and quicker. The
sympathetics also increase breathing amplitude, ensuring an ample supply
of oxygen to the working muscles and ample elimination of most of the
water and carbon dioxide that are waste products of muscle metabolism.
We all know how good it feels to breathe when we're really truly
angry or when we push ourselves to exercise strenuously, because the
breath becomes extremely large, very vigorous.
We feel generally pumped up, which is exactly the state that the
body needs to be in, in order to fight effectively.
The sympathetics are orchestrating all these changesCand moreCas
they over-ride parasympathetic quiet, consummatory, contented activity. From
Mother Nature's point of view, there's no particular sense in digesting
food in an orderly fashion if the entire organism, the whole individual,
is being threatened. So
when a person feels that his satisfaction in life is being threatened,
he goes Aoff his feed," as the English phrase it.
The sympathetics stop the gut from making digestive juices and
from pushing the food along. Everything
digestive essentially comes to a halt. Elimination
of urine and solid wastes from the body is also suspended. Perhaps the loss of fluid through urination and defecation
would otherwise be a danger to the fighting organism, since the body
needs to hold on to all of its available fluid in case of severe
bleeding. For
whatever evolutionary advantage, the sphincters of the gut and bladder
are closed down and all gastrointestinal secretion stops.
If, because of social training, we try to continue to eat in the
face of some emotional crisis, we usually find it very difficult.
The mouth stops making thin watery saliva and it becomes almost
impossible even to swallow a small mass or bolus of food. Some
of the other phenomena that accompany rage have greater merit in animals
other than man. For
example, the large muscle that covers the back of most four-footed
animals from behind the ears all the way to the tail, called the
platysma, gets spastic and tightens to make an almost impenetrable
shield over the back of the head, the neck, the shoulders, and down
across the lower back. When
it tightens like that, it protects the spinal cord and the vertebral
column from attack, for teeth and claws can't easily get through this
leather-like armor across the back. In
man, this muscle is a very small triangle at the upper back and lower
neck, part of the ones linking the head to the shoulders.
The tightening of these muscles in people when they are tense
doesn't protect them from injury, instead it usually leads merely to the
common headache that is portrayed on television ads as the Excedrin #2
headache. Another
phenomena accompanying sympathetic nervous system arousal, one that's
very noticeable in other animals but not so much in man, is the
appearance of goose bumps. Goosebumps
make the skin surface tighter and tougher, so it's better protected from
the claws and teeth of the aggressor.
As each little pilomotor muscle at the base of each hair
tightens, the hair rises and gives a larger, more frightening contour to
the body. Looking bigger
like that might be enough in some animals to frighten off an attacker.
At least having the hair stand out makes it harder for the
attacker to bite or scratch through to the skin and draw blood. Having the hair stand up on end also increases body
temperature, so that muscle metabolism can occur more efficiently. But
in people, the appearance of goose bumps combined with the tightening of
the neck muscle is often associated with sexual stimulation or fear,
rather than with being enraged. This
is probably because of negative imprints connected with birth, the
ultimate sexual act. We
all have heard such common idioms as "He's a pain in the neck,"
"He makes my hair stand on end," "I can't even swallow what he's
saying." These are all
body-language idioms that reflect sympathetic changes.
For example, a person who is constantly annoyed by minor trivia
of daily life is called "pissy."
And sometimes, if we're vulgar enough, we say, "That jerk's
full of shit." All these
idioms in direct body language describe exactly what takes place when
the parasympathetic state of peace is threatened, and the body instead
proceeds to go through the changes that are mediated by the other part
of the Autonomic nervous system, the sympathetic nervous system. How
Do the Parasympathetics and the Sympathetics Differ Anatomically? The
sympathetics and the parasympathetics differ from each other both in
topological and anatomical characteristics, and these differences lead
to important differences. Both
divisions employ a top neuron communicating to a next neuron which then
communicates with smooth muscle cells in the viscera.
As I mentioned previously, the first neurons of the
parasympathetic emerge through the cranial and cervical areas of the
spinal cord as the Vagus nerve, and also from the sacral area as several
pelvic nerves. The
very long, very complicated first neuron of the parasympathetics only
meets with the microscopically-small second neuron when it finally
synapses at the visceral organ that's being affected.
So control and feelings of satisfaction are very discrete and
pin-pointed. We're making biological sense when we say, "Ah, that
really hits the spot." By
contrast, the first neurons of the sympathetic nervous system emerge at
regular intervals out of the spinal cord.
From the beginning of the thorax, at the base of the neck, down
through the sacrum. They go
about half the distance from the diencephalon to the visceral organs
being affected which are, for the majority, the same organs the
parasympathetics affect, but usually in an opposite way.
After emerging from the cord at the thoracic and lumbar areas,
the sympathetic first neurons meet the second neurons, which travel the
other half of the distance to the visceral organs they innervate.
All the second neurons of the sympathetics are connected with
each other, like a ladder. So
anything that bothers us causes a generalized upset. What
Makes the Sympathetics Work?
Like the parasympathetics, the sympathetics make acetylcholine at
the synapse between the first and second neurons, but the sympathetics
make a different neurohumoral transmitter at the synapse between the
second neuron and the smooth muscle of the visceral organ being
affected. The synaptic
substance being made there by the sympathetics is either adrenaline or
nor-adrenaline, originally called "sympathin."
Unlike acetylcholine which is destroyed almost instantly, as soon
as it's made, the adrenalins stay around in the blood stream for minutes
or hours, keeping us charged up as long as they're present.
We're excited in both states, not satisfied.
It takes a long time to feel peaceful again afterwards.
Both
nor-adrenalin and adrenaline, two different substances, are made by the
sympathetics at the same synaptic junction, even though they have
radically differing effects. Nor-adrenaline
mediates what I regard as constructive or productive action, normal
behavior. The effect of
nor-adrenalin is essentially to open the body up for momentary, vigorous
activity, that is, for fighting or for very fast and skillful pursuit of
prey or escape from a predator. Nor-adrenaline
quickly metabolizes in our bodies, so such arousal is short-lasting,
over almost as soon as the fight or flight is finished. Adrenaline,
however, seems to come into operation when we think we're trapped and we
feel helpless. It mediates
non-productive, abnormal reactions.
Adrenaline changes conditions in the body the same way
nor-adrenalin does, but adrenaline affects respiration and circulation
in very different ways. Instead of improving our ability to fight or flee, adrenaline
stops us dead. Our
breathing is stilled almost to the point of total breathlessness, our
heartbeat is stilled down to a bare minimum, just enough to keep
circulation going, and our extremities become cold.
We remain still, hopefully stilled to such an extent that we may
escape threat by being unnoticeable.
If noticed, this helpless, almost dead appearance probably serves
as a life-preserving tactic for creatures in the wild, since many of the
major predators will only attack a living creature and will have nothing
to do with carrionCor with what seems to be already dead. Because
adrenalin is metabolized differently from the way nor-adrenalin is
broken down, the arousal it produces lasts for several hours, during
which the individual can easily misinterpret his situation, leading to
further inappropriate reactions, and thus bring about a further state of
arousal. Emotional dis-ease
is the consequence. How
Do Conditioned, Trained Reactions Affect the Autonomics? These
autonomic nervous system reactions, mediated through the sympathetic
nervous system when we're threatened and by the parasymphathetics when
we're at peace, take place whether the emotion that we're feeling is
realistically connected with a drive state within us or not.
Exactly the same reactions of action-oriented rage or
helplessness occur when the emotion is concept-dominated, that is, if it's
a reaction we have been taught to experience in conjunction with certain
things or even symbols, like a particular word, act, gesture, tone of
voice, posture, or dress. Generally,
our concept-dominated emotions are learned.
They are adhered to by us in our effort to win approval from
others. We store some of these ideas about "right" and
"wrong" in our telencephalon which then influences the diencephalon
to discharge the Autonomic nervous system as if these ideas were
necessarily so. They aren't-we're
just trained to think so. We're
taught what to like and what not to like, what to be disgusted by, what
to be afraid of, what not to be interested in, etc., etc.
These learned prejudices mark our social accommodation to the
group, so that we end up liking what the people around us like and not
liking what they don't like. We
are therefore a member of the group, accepted in good standing, ready to
receive approval from the other members of the group for being such a
good group member. So,
for example, most of us have learned to be disgusted by feces, although
initially, young children apparently have no such reaction of disgust to
their own feces. On
a more advanced level, some of us have highly detailed, meticulously
articulated concepts of what we will and what we will not love.
I've heard lots of men talk about the size of a women's breasts
or how long her legs are as if these characteristics were the prime
requirements for a stable, happy, loving sexual relationship.
And I've heard many women say, "I couldn't love him, he's
too short," or "Oh, I don't like dark-haired men." In
any case, whatever the source may be for the feeling,
whether it comes from concepts we have learned or whether it
comes from the satisfied or dissatisfied state of our own drive states,
all emotion is always mediated through the Autonomic nervous system by
the production of the neurohumoral chemicals, acetylcholine, adrenaline,
and nor-adrenaline. Whether
or not the rage, fear, or love is appropriate in the Here and Now, our
autonomics make the transmitter substances connected with our emotion,
and the changes these transmitter substances create are what we identify
as rage or fear or love. When
are Negative Emotions Appropriate?
Generally speaking, once we become adult, there are very few
things that we need to get enraged about or frightened of.
As people living in a law-abiding, civilized state, we are seldom
attacked, and very seldom is our survival itself threatened (outside of
the dangers in traffic). Most
of the things we're
afraid of actually can't hurt us, like talking at a group meeting, or
have never existed, and will not, like ghosts.
Most fear is inappropriate. So
is most rage. Most of the
time when we get angry, we get angry over some minor challenge to some
fancied personality characteristic which we believe we must maintain in
order to be ever able to win approval and get the love we constantly
seek. So, for example, people get very angry when someone doesn't
speak to them "properly," although the tone of voice and the words
themselves and the stance, postures, gestures, eye contact, etc., of the
person speaking in themselves cannot harm the survival of the person who's
getting angry over such aspects.
So, most of the things that we're
angry about aren't really hurting us.
Frequently, most matters we get angry about don't even concern us
or are about inconsequential matters.
Often we get angry about matters over which the person truly is
not responsible since they involve another individual. (By the way, when I talk about "responsibility" here, I'm
using the word the way we use it in ordinary, rational, scientific,
objective reality. I don't mean spiritual, metaphysical responsibility.
In the metaphysical world, only the individual whose Thought is
creating that spiritual and metaphysical space has free will; and
everyone else must play the part they're being assigned in the scenario
this individual has "dreamt up.") If
we approach emotions from a logical, philosophical point of view, fear
is definitely appropriate only in a situation where the best thing you
can do is just sit still and be still and suffer, hopefully only
temporarily. Clearly fear
with its accompanying reactions is an important feeling for us to feel
when something that might hurt us and that we have no control over
happens to us. We could
simply otherwise be wasting our energies by trying to resist or become
free. A
paradigm, a perfect model, for this circumstance is the time during the
birth process when the child is essentially trapped in the pelvis and
has not yet emerged. If the
child or mother were to try to make vigorous movements, they would
disrupt the orderly procession of the rest of the baby down the cervical
canal, into the pelvis, where the baby then can impel himself out
through the vaginal orifice. Following
the same kind of logic, rage is important as a reaction when something
is within our capacity to handle. When
something we can do something about is hurting us, rage helps us push
the bother away or helps us move abruptly away from whatever is
bothering us. Hence the
beautiful connection between the feeling of rage and the empowerment of
the large skeletal muscles which are what we strike with and what we
move our body away with. Fortunately,
in most of our lifetimes most of us don't have to fight for our life.
We're not being either prey or predator in the feeding chain that
marks the existence of all other animals. The
prototype in every human's experience for an appropriate use of rage is
that time at the end of term when the child is not getting nutrition
quite as fast as he did originally because circulation is impede by the
pressure of the large-sized child against the placental membranes.
His waste products aren't being taken away so quickly, either.
Mama can't breathe enough and circulate enough for baby to go on
being happy and contented, growing away inside of her.
And so, impatiently, he seeks to move away from this noxious
environment. As he makes a vigorous move, he causes small tears and
separations in the placenta. His
anger thus starts the birth. Nervous
impulses from the torn placental membranes travel up to Mama's brain,
causing the release from her diencephalon of the posterior pituitary
hormones that cause her uterus to contract and push to expel its
contents. Rage also
operates once the infant is fully down in the pelvis, helping him move
on out of the vagina. So
rage and fear have their prototypes in our birth experience, in the
uterus' contracting and pushing, and in the baby's vigorous resisting
and thus increasing the effect of the uterine contraction, up to the
point where stillness is a better approach than vigorous activity. Rage
and fear also have their appropriate place in our life experience, once
we're out of the womb, but that place would be far more limited than we
usually experience if we could only ordinarily change our birth imprints
easily. Both
kinds of emotional responses, object-related and concept-dominated, may
be altered by circumstances. But
imprints, which also involve emotions, are singularly
immutableCordinarily. What
is Imprinting? Imprinting
takes place primarily during our first two years of life. As previously mentioned, imprinting is what takes place in
the limbic system, a system comprised of nuclei in the Thinker-Doer, the
telencephalon, and nuclei in the Feeler-Reactor, the diencephalon. Imprinting
is an automatic assignment of a particular positive or negative charge
to an event. The rules for
how these charges are assigned are very simple: We give a plus charge, a
positive, to all the events occurring when we are born and survive;
these primary imprints label certain events as "good."
We give a negative charge to an event that's the logical opposite
to our first experiences. These
secondary imprints label events that are the opposites of the primary
imprints as "bad." In
essence, these are the "Thou Shalt" and the "Thou Shalt Not"
ideas we associate with survival. Primary
imprints are based on what was happening physiologically and
psychologically when we were conceived, carried, and born.
Whatever the physiological and psychological conditions were, we
imprint them as vitally necessary and thus safe and desirable.
In the primary positive imprint nuclei of the limbic system, we
store the belief that these conditions are attached to survival.
We believe we must have these conditions to be alive and to feel
love. Even if, from a
rational, objective, intelligent, better-informed approach, those
conditions are noxious, on the basis of imprints we still believe they
are good for us. We don't
sensibly turn away from them to seek what rational, objective, informed
intelligence tells us would truly be good for us. We
don't turn away because the secondary negative imprints are dictating
that we feel our survival is threatened by everything that's the logical
opposite of the conditions characteristic of the primary positive
imprints. Thus
we automatically resist and are anxious about and seek to get away from
everything that's the logical opposite of all that we imprinted
primarily. In
a state of perfect nature, the automatic process of imprinting
practically guarantees the happy survival of the individual. For
example, the baby chick imprints in its primary limbic nuclei whatever
moves across its field of vision as it emerges from the shell.
Since ordinarily the movement would come from the mother bird,
everything works out well. The
chick Abelieves" the mother is vital to its survival, so it seeks to be
near herCas she moves away, the chick automatically follows.
The mother only moves where it's safe for her survival, so the
chick experiences safety as it follows her.
It doesn't Alearn" what to do, it develops the appropriate
behavior as it does what its imprints dictate it should experience. But,
in an unnatural state, like civilization, problems may ensue.
Eckhart Hess showed that imprints which are not of service and
have no survival value whatsoever to the young chick can also be formed
during hatching under special circumstances.
So, for example, if a string is attached to a football and the
football is pulled across the field of vision of the newly hatched
chick, the chick imprints the moving football.
He becomes attached to it and follows steadfastly wherever it is
pulled. It's as if the chick mistakenly "believes" the football
is Mama. Mama herself will
have little or no effect on the chick. When
he happened to move across its field of vision, the former Chancellor of
the University of Chicago and Noble Prize Winner, George Beadle, for
example, inadvertently became the "mother" of a hatching duckling
being used by psychologist Eckhart Hess in experiments on imprinting.
Unless confined, the duck thereafter followed Dr. Beadle around
campus. In
the state of perfect nature, the secondary imprints, dictating what is
to be avoided because it's the logical opposite of whatever was
imprinted in the primary, "positive" limbic centers, also serve the
happy survival of the individual. In
the case of the emerging duck, appropriately and positively having
imprinted its solicitous and wise mother, the secondary, negative
imprints keep it from "trusting" and therefore exploring or
tolerating anything that's unlike its mother-a dog, a cat, or even a
human. In a sense, it
"knows better" than to let you get your hands on it. How
Do Birth Imprints Influence Human Behavior? In
the unnatural state that we people live in, many problems can occur
because of imprints. Unfortunately,
the events happening when we survived our conception and birth may not
always have been events which, in our conscious adult mind, we would
usually evaluate as positive. For
example, breathing obviously has definite survival value, but our first
breath is often stimulated by being spanked or having our noses
twitched, our ears or fingers flicked, or being dipped in cold water,
techniques used to get a child to breathe when he's not starting to
breathe on his own, spontaneously. The
child whose first breaths are accompanied by being forced through pain
to reflexly catch his breath may for the rest of his life be unable to
initiate anything for himself unless he is first hurt or threatened to
be hurt. His Autonomics
have to be aroused, but the arousal is always inappropriate. No
wonder so many of us are so mixed up! Even
worse is the fact that the reverse or the opposite of whatever is given
a plus imprint is automatically given a negative imprint.
So the child who is manhandled and hurt in order to be delivered,
who is painfully stimulated into taking his first breath may, for the
rest of his life, respond well when prodded and hurt, but may be unable
to tolerate a situation in which he's being given plenty of time to do
what he wants to do and is not being threatened or forced. Unfortunately,
most hospital births involve violence, impatience, and alienationCall
causes of mixed-up imprints. This
result of modern birthing practices has immense consequences. I believe it accounts for the great increase in domestic
violence, for example. We
all know women who stay attached to men who treat them badly. Maybe such a woman was manhandled by the doctor at delivery
in his effort to help her come alive.
Thus such pain preceded being received by her loving Mama. That child's imprints require that she later accept being
hurt by men; if not, she may die, unloved.
She knows she's nuts to stay with someone who hurts her, but if
she leaves the pain he gives, she won't be able to get to being loved as
her Mama loved her. The
woman who has a loving relationship with a man who abuses her and
terrorizes her, in my opinion, is not necessarily what we call a
masochist. She isn't someone who wants to be hurt.
She doesn't need to be hurt in order to feel alive.
But-given her imprints that being alive means having been
abusedCwhen she isn't being hurt, she feels unsafe.
The negative imprint centers in her limbic system make her feel
highly anxious and totally threatened when she isn't hurt.
Something's wrong when nothing is wrong.
Many of us have this reaction. Every
style of birth leads to imprints that may cause trouble.
For example, the child who is born quickly and easily has
primarily imprinted ease and quickness.
So, if something comes along that he can get done easily and
quickly, he will do it. That's
"good." On the other
hand, such a child has negative imprints about patience, endurance, the
long haul, and effort. So
that child, when faced with a situation that requires continued effort,
may feel totally unable to perform, and may give up without even making
an attempt to perform. In
his mind, making an effort and waiting for results signifies the
opposite of being alive, thus, efforting signifies dying.
So he gives up, impatiently and anxiously.
That's "bad." When
imprinting was discovered, it was recognized that it has immense
survival value for lower animals under ordinary circumstances, as
previously discussed. We
now know that imprinting has enormous effects on people-unfortunately,
not often beneficial. In
our highly unnatural, artificial birth circumstances, unfortunately,
imprinting is not always of great service. Perhaps
the worse characteristic of imprinting is that imprints apparently are
beyond our conscious comprehension and we cannot re-arrange these values
by making deliberate choices for ourselves.
So, for example, I have apparently imprinted the idea that
cleanliness is of immense survival value-probably
because I was washed clean immediately after my birth, even before I was
given to my mother to be nursed. Her
later emphasis on cleanliness further supported that imprint.
So, I have no choice whatsoever: I must be fastidious, I must be
horrified by dirt, I must be disgusted by anything that looks like
sloppiness and disorder. These
reactions may make me stiff and rigid and unrelenting and, generally
speaking, a bother for other people to be around.
I may waste an immense amount of my energies and time as I
struggle to keep things well dusted and to put things back in their
place. But, because in my
mind cleanliness equals survival, such compulsive cleaning, in fact,
relieves me of survival anxiety and other negative emotions.
Even knowing that I should control my tendencies to be super
clean and neat doesn't do me any good, because in the effort to become
more sloppy I create for myself immense anxiety about survival.
My limbic system imprints are dictating: Thou must be clean or
thou wilt be extinguished. Unless
I change my basic imprints, I must continue to put time and energy into
cleaningCtime and energy that might better be put into other activities
more likely to gain me other, more significant rewards. How
Are Our Imprints Related to Neurosis? Most
conventional psychotherapy is unproductive for most people because it's
difficult to change behavior without also changing the underlying
imprints that comprise our belief systems.
Neurosis, fundamentally, is having imprints which don't serve us.
Worse yet, we create as much anxiety by our conscious effort to
resist our neurosis as we feel because of our unconscious neurotic
behavior. Thus, we're
"stuck" with our inappropriate fears and anxieties. Sadly
enough, belief systems are not available for conscious inspection and
change. We can't get at our
imprints by talking. We can't
remember the circumstances in which we formed our imprints because we
were in a remarkably different state then and such memories are what is
called "state dependent." We
can only recall such memories when we re-establish a similar internal
state. Of
course, this doesn't mean creating similar external circumstances, as is
done when a Primal patient locks himself in a coffin to simulate being
trapped in the pelvis at birth. That's
just melodrama. Leonard
has urged that people play around with their diet, consciously, to put
their consciousness into an altered state, to recapture former states
by, for example, going on an all-milk diet for a weekCeven an all-milk
diet drunk from a baby bottle! This
altered state is not at all the same one we experienced as nurslings,
however. What
is "State-Dependency"? State-dependency
means that certain memories only become available for current conscious
inspection and alteration when your body is in the same physiological
state that it was in when you formed the thought you are now trying
consciously to remember. A
simple example of this is with regard to what college students can
remember when they cram for exams by taking amphetamines to keep
themselves awake. It is
true that a person on amphetamines learns more quickly and reacts more
quickly. So, it's an ideal
drug for cramming. However,
unfortunately, what is learned when a person is on amphetamines is only
easily recalled when a person is still on amphetamines.
If a student crams using amphetamines, but then goes to the exam
following a good night's sleep and a fine breakfast, no longer "up
on speed," he will probably find that he can't access the information he
crammed. He can remember
studying the material and he knows he has perfect notes about it; he
also knows he understood it completely when he was cramming. But he can't remember what he crammed.
Had he instead taken the exam while still on speed, he probably
would have remembered the material he crammed. Not
all drugs determine state-dependent memories.
Some drugs facilitate learning and don't seem to tie the memories
up to that drugged state. For
example, caffeine seems to keep people alert and to facilitate learning
at a faster rate, but it isn't really necessary for the person to have
caffeine in his system in order to remember what he has learned on
caffeine. What
Unusual Conditions Are Present at Birth? The
physiological state of the healthy infant at normal delivery as he
emerges into life in this world (as opposed to life in the uterine
state) is highly peculiar. Specific
characteristics of his blood will soon change and will not usually ever
again be re-created in his later life.
Outstanding among these birth-related characteristics is the
number of red blood cells in his blood stream.
He's
in a state of having an immense abundance of red blood corpuscles
carrying their oxygen charge around in his blood stream.
In fact, never again in our lifetimes do we have such a super
abundance of red blood cells in our blood stream.
(We lose millions of these red blood cells in the days following
birth and delivery. As these blood cells disintegrate, their biopigments get into
the blood stream temporarily, and most healthy children end up with a
kind of coppery or bronze jaundiced look which disappears in a few days,
especially if they are exposed to sunlight, which fades these
biopigments.) The
only ordinary condition in later life that even approximates this
peri-natal state is when a person gears up for fight or flight under the
direction of the sympathetic nervous system.
Then we pour into our body the noradrenaline that's
characteristic of the awakening of the sympathetic nervous system, and
the spleen releases into our blood stream it's "reserve" red blood
cells, so we have extra red corpuscles carrying their kind of
oxyhemoglobin around in our bloodstreams.
The extra red blood cells can help maintain oxygen delivery to
brain cells in case the person is wounded and starts to leak these
important formed elements of the blood. Obviously, this has great
evolutionary value. Another
effect of sympathetic arousal is to increase respiration and circulation
so that the "extra" red blood corpuscles carry more oxygen to the
skeletal muscle and pick up more carbon dioxide from the skeletal
muscle. All of this works
out very nicely when the person is exercising and he's metabolizing more
and faster. Most
of us recognize that we feel good when we have been vigorous, simply
because of this added nourishment and increased effectiveness of
elimination of wastes, especially the ones eliminated by breathing and
perspiring. In
addition to the question of how many red blood cells are travelling in
the general body circulation at a given time, the level of oxygenation
in the blood is important in defining the state that imprints are
dependent on. A given red blood cell, in its journey through the lungs, can
only carry back into the body one unit of oxygen attached to its
hemoglobin. It can't carry
two units. So,
if a person at sea level is breathing fully and the air he's breathing
is ordinary air with its ordinary partial pressure of oxygen, a given
red blood cell's reduced hemoglobin can only be oxygenated to the same
extent. But
not all the red blood cells get oxygenated in their trip through the
lungs. The time taken by
the blood as it travels through the alveoli of the lungs may be just too
short for every red blood cell to get oxygenated.
Shallow breathers have lots of red blood cells carried around in
the body holding onto an "old" load of reduced hemoglobin that won't
be exchanged until a later breathCor a later one, or never. Depth
of ventilation, the acid-base balance of the blood, and blood pressure
are a few of the factors that affect the rate at which a given red blood
cell can exchange its reduced hemoglobin for oxygenated hemoglobin. I
always ask my Rebirthees to make their inhales as slow and full as
possible, so that a maximum amount of exchange can take place between
the red blood cells and the air in the alveoli.
How
Can We Re-Create the Birth State So We Can Access Our Imprints? We
can create in our body these same physiological conditions without
increasing waste products by simply increasing respiration consciously
while not moving around otherwise.
When we do this, we come close to the physiological state that
was present during our birth deliveries, when the extra red blood
corpuscles were hanging around, providing a cushion between the time
when a child was receiving its oxygen from Mama through the placenta and
the time when the infant begins breathing independently. For some of us, umbilical circulation lasts long enough so that we're still on this maternal support system when we start breathing on our own. Our first breath is thus taken in ease and without urgency or anxiety. In such a situation one of our earliest imprints is : "Being alive is easy and satisfying." Another
imprint in such circumstances is: "I always have enough.
The Universe supports me." For
some of us, however, there may be a moment when the placental membranes
have separated or the cord has been cut and the child is no longer
getting what he needs from Mama, but hasn't yet taken his first breath
in this world. This moment
can be the paradigm for immense anxiety in later life, due to the
imprints formed during the time before the infant breathes. Until
such a baby takes his first breath, he's alive only because of the
oxygen he receives from the "extra" red blood cells characteristic
of birth. Whatever his
early imprints may be, they are formed in the presence of the high
oxygen titer in the blood provided by the extra red blood cells. If the oxygen these extra cells carry is almost all used up
before the infant breathes, he may well imprint the Thought: "Living
is difficult. I can't get
what I want. No one
supports me." Whether
this safety cushion of extra red blood cells is needed or not, it exists
in us at the time that we form the majority of our basic belief systems,
at the time when we imprint the conditions of our survival.
Thus
we need to get back into a similar state in order to make available for
conscious scrutiny the memories and beliefs that we charged and stored
in the limbic system centers at that time. An
easy way to do that is to increase respiration, provoking a sympathetic
discharge and response, without performing any muscular action
whatsoever: lie comfortably in a relaxed condition on the floor, not
moving, not thrashing, not emoting, not into our old feelings; simply
breathing and allowing the mind to play itself back through time until
it arrives at the early images which form the foundation of our basic
belief system. Just
like a Rebirthing session. I
think the predominant effect of Rebirthing is to increase respiration
and thus bring about the physiological state in which our basic belief
systems were instituted. If
these imprints are, as I believe, indeed state-dependent memories, we
need to duplicate the physiological state present at birth to be able to
change our minds about them. Can
Imprints Be Altered Easily Once Original States Are Re-established? Changing
our minds isn't a very difficult thing to do so long as the thoughts
that we want to change are accessible.
Every time you've learned something, you've changed your mind.
It is simple and takes almost no effort whatsoever.
For example, all of us went to school not knowing arithmetic.
When we learned to add and then multiply, all of us made
mistakes, and all of us easily corrected ourselves. Correcting
our mistakes wasn't a major psychological event.
We didn't need psychiatric care to change our minds.
Nothing had to happen except the teacher put a mark on your paper
which said, "2 X 3 is not 5, 2 X 3 is 6," and then you realized,
"Oh, I thought that multiplication sign was an addition sign."
You
learned you'd better look at an arithmetic problem carefully, to see if
it's an X or a +. You're
constantly changing your mind quite easily, even when emotions are
involved. For example,
someone says something and you think he said something offensive.
You say, "How come you said that to me?" He
says, "Oh, that's not what I said.
I said so-and-so." Once
you hear clearly what he said, and you can hear its relationship to what
you believe you heard, it's no trouble at all for you to change your
mind and let go all of the feelings that were involved in your mistaken
initial perception. Changing
our mind is made even easier when someone apologizes.
We're usually open to such persuasion, willing to change our
mind, willing to let go our rage and our humiliation, and instead go
into gracious forgiveness so we can start having a good time. In
most of our interactions, we don't hold the Past against the Now and
refuse to acknowledge the Now because we're holding on to the Past. That's
because these types of "mistaken" beliefs aren't connected with
survival. We can correct
these kinds of mistakes without
risking losing our lives. I
think that's an extremely important point for people to keep in mind:
We don't hold on to our pain because we love it; we don't hold on
to our negatives because we like them so much. We
hold on to our negatives only because we're afraid if we change our mind
that we won't survive. And
so, when you run into something in yourself or in another person where
sweet persuasion, honest talk, and reasonable discussionCor even great
physical painCmake no change whatsoever in attitude and behavior, you
know that you're dealing with something which is beyond Reason.
You're dealing with something that is beyond ordinary
consciousness. It's
probably some imprint that lies in the limbic system, some thought that's
part of our basic beliefs regarded as necessary for survival. How
Can We Determine What Our Imprints Are? I
love one of Leonard Orr's phrases: "Your results are your guru." If
you want to know what you've been thinking, and what your thinking has
produced, just look at the universe around you and see what you have. See
what is supportive, what is loving, what is forgiving, what is
joy-giving, and know that you've created it.
Your positive Thought has been creative of a positive life. And
also see what is offending you, what is troubling you, what is
disappointing you, what is upsetting you on any level, and know that you
have created that, too. Know
that you're still carrying around negatives of that sort, imprints which
have created your negative circumstances.
To change your life, you must change your imprints. Look
at what you've got around you and from it deduce what kinds of negative
messages you've been sending out. They're
most likely based on your imprints. How
Can We Change Our Imprints? Changing
our behavior through deliberate acts of will usually does nothing
positive. We just submerge
the imprints deeper into our unconscious.
Conscious or unconscious denial doesn't keep our thoughts from
being "broadcast" at all; denial and repression just keep
broadcasting the imprints on a frequency band that we're not picking up
on, but that the universe is responsive to. So
what can we do about changing imprints?
How can we change these memories if they're not available for
conscious change? There
aren't many ways to make fundamental changes in basic belief systems, in
imprints. In fact, there
are only a handful of such techniques.
Diet can be a tactic for altering the effects of imprints.
But dietary changes seem to work more by bringing into dominance
in the conscious mind the up-to-date positive attitudes, causing old
negative ones to be submerged rather than eliminated and revised. So
a clean diet doesn't
necessarily produce a benign Universe.
More about diet and consciousness is discussed in the next
chapter. Another
force that usually produces fundamental changes is a life-threatening
catastrophe. If you are
placed in a life-threatening situation from which you are miraculously
rescued at the last moment, generally speaking, you can count on having
the catastrophe change your mind in a lot of really important ways.
You just won't care about the same things any more after such an
experience. As the old song
goes, "I'm gonna change my way of livin' and if that ain't enough,
I'll even change the way I strut my stuff."
That's
what happens to people rescued from drowning or who survived air
crashes. It also happens to
people who were thrown into a wilderness, who were stranded at sea on
life rafts or in lifeboats, who by a solitary effort protected
themselves from the environment and lasted until they were finally
rescued. Even people who
were almost lost in the depths of a life-threatening illness and who
then miraculously survived usually change in fundamental ways. When
these survivors report their stories, usually they report two phenomena:
One is, "I saw my whole life pass in front of me, as if it were a
motion picture film that I was witnessing." And
the other is a significant change of heart.
"I realized how foolish I was to have had all those negative
thoughts, and I vowed that if I ever lived through all that, I would be
a finer, more loving, more forgiving individual than I have ever been." Another
force that seems to allow people to alter their basic imprints is the
force of religious conversion. Something
about what people call Divine Love experienced in the form of a felt
connection through love with God results in a person's being able to
change fundamental behavior patterns which seem to rest on basic
imprints. I'm
sure that receiving God's grace is a marvelous, life-changing event.
However, like a cataclysmic event, it's not something that can
ordinarily be arranged for. At
least I don't think so, although firm believers may have different
thoughts. Once
I asked The Honorable Geshe Kyatso, the spiritual leader of the
University of Tantric Buddhism in Ulverston, Cumbria, England, why
Tantra Buddhists persist with the chanting and muddras and other
Buddhist practices and rituals which have been being performed for 2500
years. His reply was,
"Ah, but we know this will work, if not in this lifetime, then in
another." So
convinced was He of His connection with past incarnations, so convinced
is He of the reality, the rightfulness, the utter predictability and
reliability of His having another future life if He doesn't become
"enlightened" in this one, that this lifetime itself seems less
important to Him than I think it is to me in my framework.
I don't have such feelings of certainty of coming around again
or, if I should return, of being able, at that point in the future, to
know who I have been this time around. |